For the last three weeks or so I seemed to have lost my mojo. What I mean is, I started feeling not grounded and confused. It seemed to start when I made a decision concerning making a change in my life. I knew I wanted this endeavor, but questioned if I was using my own self-will in doing so.

I was also working on Step 3.

Made a decision to turn our will and lives over to God as we understood Him.

I thought I would experience bells ringing, birds singing or maybe a few bolts of lightening. Needless to say, this did not happen. Instead, I became discouraged and let my will run rampant in an effort to “control the situation.”

The topic in tonight’s meeting was, You guessed it! Step 3.

I listened carefully and heard words such as, “sometimes quickly and sometimes slowly, acceptance, thy will be done.”

I did not hear one story with fireworks.

My will = Willingness

My choice = Trust

My action = Acceptance